goodnight

It used to be that I couldn't sleep unless I wrote to you and told you about my day. I need it to do it for both of us. Now, every once in awhile, I fall asleep before I get to. And for the first time, I'm ok with it. I'm trying to soak it up and be okay with it.


Please forgive me. I'm so tired of not sleeping for the last 10 months, that I think my body is trying to catch up. Thanks for letting me have some peace about it though.


Know that I still love you more than anything in the world. I still mourn you every night and talk to you, but sometimes I just don't have the energy to type it all out. Tonight, I just wanted to tell you that I miss you terribly and my heart can't find the right way to adequately express it.


I miss you.
I love you.