Faith

I think Faith was really missing you today. I took the kids out today to get stuff for the house (which I have been putting off cause it's tough to do all that running around with 3 kids) and Faith told me she had a dream about you. She said she dreamed you were working on her play structure and you stayed up all night to finish it. I told her that if you were here, you would have.

Then, she kept telling me she thinks about you when she puts her seatbelt on. I thought it was strange at first, but it all came together. She's been very proud of the fact that she can do it herself now so she does (which saves me some time packing em all up). I kept telling her that she was such a good helper to me and I was thankful of everything she does to help. She said 'I know, when I help you it makes me think of Daddy.' And you were always good at reminding her that it was her job to help me. And she does, baby. She's just the greatest little girl. And I think it makes her proud to know that she's making you proud. I know you are.

Tonight, I let her have her magnadoodle in bed. When I came out of the shower she was yelling that she wanted to show me something. She drew a picture of you with D-A-D-D-Y on top. She draws you all the time but I could feel how much she missed you today. 

I'm glad you meet her in her dreams, babe. I hope you'll continue to do so.

I miss seeing you in my dreams.

I love you more than life.

Here she is painting the wooden picture frame you picked out for her at Christmas