Everyday Kings

This week, every time I log into Facebook, I see an alert on the side that says 'Your anniversary with Jeremy King is Tuesday.' Thanks, like I needed the reminder. Things have been going along alright for the most part, no big days to be anxious about lately. But it's been weighing on me and I'm hoping to just get through all these first without dwelling on them because it's too painful. Hopefully Tuesday will go by quickly.


I felt like you were inside my head today. A few conversations I had I could literally hear your voice and response in my head. I would have never admitted it to your face, but it's amazing how much influence you have on my thoughts. Enough that I think you'd gloat about it.


You would have been proud of me today, I spent the morning - no wait, most of the day - putting together the desk I bought for the kitchen. But it's perfect and I love it. I keep pretending that you're just away on a trip and I'm scrambling to get things done to surprise you when you come home. I want you to see how hard I've worked and notice the little details (after I point them out to you, of course). You were always so genuine in your praise to me, I think I may not have appreciated it's value completely until now. I miss that. I miss you.

I love you always and forever.