Veronica:I don't exactly know how I found your blog, I believe it had something to do with the plethora of Japan blogs I read. Somehow I came upon your website a day before all of it happened. The next week after finding your blog, the same day of your posting, I couldn't stop thinking of you and your family. I truly wept. I am so proud of you and how you have managed over the last ten months. Not that it's really important but I have been trying hard to battle a deep depression for the last ten months. I guess what I am trying to say, is that I hope for just a minute at least, shared suffering relieved you of some of your pain. The day I read that time stopping post of yours, I believe I truly felt what you were going through. Keep being strong. -Complete stranger.
Hi Veronica.. You have no idea who I am but I've been following your blog since November and I have been praying for you since then. My heart breaks reading about your deep sadness and your longing to just be with the one you love. I'm not messaging you to give you my advice (that's not my place) or to say "I know how you feel, hang in there".. I just wanted to send you a message to let you know you're not alone and I am praying for you. You are such a BEAUTIFUL woman with 3 of the cutest children. God loves you SOO dearly and I pray that you can find at least some joy in Him in your days. I know it's so hard and I'm not saying it's easy AT ALL. I just know that even in these dark dark times in our lives, Jesus is still there.. holding us closely. (Even when it's frustrating as hell (excuse me) and it feels like He doesn't care) Give Him the glory in everything you do and if that's all you can muster up to do, then PRAISE GOD! :) You're a servant and you're human. Don't put pressure on yourself to have it all together. Love God, love yourself, and love those kids of yours. :) It's up to Him to do the rest! I read this verse everytime I feel like i can't get out of bed in the morning because I feel so depressed: Psalm 94:19 "In the multitude of my anxieties within me, Your comforts delight my soul." Your life and blog and testimony is very inspiring, and if you can make it, then so can I. God bless you sooo special Veronica. ~Mandy..
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